Monday, October 18, 2010

Boring a materialistic city

 Are seeing is a vehicle speeding on the highway from the vehicle figure, with the power of an irresistible, bellowing scream, roaring past. Two rows of guards, as Guizu dim street lights, looked at the night sky was gloomy that I do not know when to come, I do not know when it will eliminate the life of ... ...

as if all the images are in the 1 / 32 sec slower Fangding in the grid, and these, all I could hear it.

hear all their darkness,

and make them fully awakening.

This is my heart,

an unknown secret.

--- stay tuned

those days, take a skeleton of no return --- Chapter XI

mung bean changes

- connected to the back -









So, I took a thick pile of manuscript painting full of demons, to the engineering department in a most ghastly sculpture room door.

mummy skull ... pumpkin ... ... ... ... ... I walked vampire looked at the brain Hai Lizi from our students, our demon fingers forming the image of the next, while talking about the eleven in the mouth. Them on paper, looked at me and grimace in pain one laugh, mad not stop, Yao Qi sky. Then they will be carving, molding, to paint - red paint holding a red mouth painted in the blood of their grinning, announced their upcoming rebirth. - Halloween, treat or trick, a spoof of playful and full of dark prophecy of rebirth ... ...

blood blood ah, how much evil in your soul to be reborn under water? How many innocent lives destroyed in your next coming to an end? The darkness of other people wake up at the same time, my heart is too dark awakening?

dark he really innocent ... innocent ... do ... ... Liu Tian Wei ... ...

to so cranky, I entered the sculpture room.







I saw layers of wooden shelves, everywhere strewed with good carved or painted a good skull, ribs, broken body parts, with formalin soaked animal carcasses. - Frogs, rabbits, bats, they opened one by one the pale belly towards me, grinning up despair ... ... in the air, always filled with a sickening gloomy atmosphere.

den den ... ah ... we are everywhere Engineering den ... ... U

facial wrinkles and dark circles hung Lao Zheng stopped me.

I rummage up,

saw his side draw from the trembling heap samples a box knife, while somehow touched a bun out, ? how still here ... ...

spot my scalp is a linen, then the hand flick knife, a box,

Lao Zheng husky voice and in the ears,





my God ~ ~ ~ before I was really too small ... ... U

finally fled back to the design room, Gulp's Kuangguan a large glass of water, be considered barely calm down. - Hey ~ ~ too small too small ... ... in order to become strong, which really have to practice again ... ...

So I must With an determination to become strong again, just grabbed the pen and also to draw some messy stuff, a prettily voices rang in my ear.

Wen Zhangbu

a bit shabby to put my head covered up.

! look at me do not take a day to collect your rice cooker!

- ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ... ...

this call me, Mr. Ghost, and take my girls nets attack heartless hilarious look up to.

she is Yexiao Wan, next to a mischievous proofing rooms, often the Engineering Department do a ruined girl. We all like to call her a monster, a reform package of the small monster! And she usually likes me strange ghost picture ghost picture, Mr. ... ...

Thus, this monster Ye Xiaowan to declare a day of mischief homework begins.



~ I work and then accompany you to the good or bad ... ...

She seems to understand the gas, and

do not know why,Bailey UGG boots, this naughty mess Xiaowan, she likes to take my picture sitting in the corner all day ghost ghost strange paintings brother run wild.







uh? He told me why? I Xiaowan turn with hope in the past. - Then he is very respectful of the next phone side, while waving at me to my past.

Then he hung up the phone at me.



I heard what baffled

up, usually find me most is the Associate, chairman of the board that busy people will find my little ghost designer? I looked at the negative public loss.



So I was so empty-handed, and take the elevator straight to Office of the Chairman. And along the way, I began talking quietly to his name.

Yan Yan No Borders No Borders ... ... ... our big boss Star Group's strict no end ... ...

Tingyou domineering listening to a name, as the novel carries it to be my boss does not return the name of good Xiepai ~ ~ ~ ah ... on! Xiepai boss, what a strict no play ... ... Yan, Yan sky, Yan Baichuan cold ... ... ... ...

cold! ? Suddenly, my heart suddenly jump, as if they thought what an important figure in a moment forget who he is general. - Cold! Cold! - Yes! ... ... How cold the name so familiar ... ...

to such a thought,! The look, the elevator doors open, to the Office of the Chairman. Then I went to the door,



then look inside a girl back to the assistant:

Assistant to look like girls and that came at me pushing glasses.



said, the girl clutching a stack of information went out.

hey ~ ~ Chairman ... strict boundless, boss strict no end ... ... the cold ... ...

looking at this the first coming in the chairman's office, I can not help but review the earlier side of the story, the side looked to play the display inside. - The huge desk, a mate Banqiao bamboo Shizhong Tang, window-size-fits antiques, calligraphy and painting ... ... and general manager office is nothing ... ...

Suddenly,UGG bailey button, I was stared so, was set at the spot. Surging like an emotional and great strength, from the heart, a steady stream of emission from the soul, so I can not, it can no longer be my look away. Mind,bailey UGG boots, suddenly appeared out of thin air in to a name, a life as if I knew the name but had never been opened ... ...

sub-sub-Yang Ou Yang ... ... ... ... Is that you, sub-yang ... ...

wall painting that is a sad moment I was unable to breathe on the scene.

painting of a girl wearing a white dress, is holding a bunch of flashing light golden daisy, running in the midst of an oasis in a rape field. Those golden golden vision of a heavenly filling surging power of the painting that very young girls blazing happiness, joy and yearning for the immensely powerful impact directly into my chest, repeating, repeating the name of the brand as ... ...

sub-Yang ... ... Where are you, son Yang ... ...

I'm not sure that the name came from the memory. But I was very sure, this is my memory, I definitely would not discard the memory ... ...



a cold and powerful voice sounded from behind.

feel like a shock, the moment of my time and space from the painting back to reality. - I turned around and saw the blatant Star Group is our big boss, strict no end!

fu JIA and all imagined the same ho business. He was giving her a big turn, face wrinkle cream the cold knife, a silver chain around his neck like a glowing ghost, staring at your eyes, revealing an unscrupulous vampire lock the target specific chill.

do not know if painting ghost paintings, and see these people I would kind of sense of intimacy ... ... Oh ~ I sweat a U

ask questions to.

Then he turned and sat down

, a Shou Wu from the chin to be given at me like, a full three minutes.

desks arrayed in disorder, and all my artwork, a page spread, like the flea market waiting for buyers diapers.





So he nodded, aiming a bit in the hands of diapers, then up at me, nodded, then looked at the hands of the diapers. - Repeat three times.



about killed me by surprise:



to distortion, to be used; sometimes can not sleep at night it will be thought of supper; usually eat less fat, eat more vegetables, eat the best feeling when ... ...

only,

So, I would go back to the office empty-handed, sitting in a corner to stay launched.

huh? Ask me how to think? Oh ~ ~ do the authors inexplicably determined his son to do after the artist, now he took me as a typical case and negative examples to persuade his son back? Failing poor management or the company needs to Mars I thought he was a pull at the last minute?

What shall I save you Oh ~ ~ ~ My boss ... ...

cranky,Discount UGG boots, I picked up a pencil on paper graffiti up my mind while watching those pictures pop up.

locked in an empty studio door, I was fitted with a rim glasses gentle, innocent and sexy a guide, not fortified sweet good girl ... ...

... ...

hum hum ... Oh Oh ... It's that I think about it, I can not help but laugh out loud.

More than him, the whole office of people are looking at me.

No, no ... think of how I think of island films go ... ... shame shame ... U

So I decided to concentrate on a pen to draw a skull, while with the mind a picture of continued NG fight: Oh, your teacher you bad bad ... ... ... ...

not wrong! - Or think about what the painting, the painting ... ...

I saw them, this is next door to the office every clerk, Li Chengying.





Well ... ... I can not help but silently in my heart sigh. - Li Chengying, domestic violence was severely tortured woman, the whole engineering department knows that, but also a sad woman ... ...

so all of us to get signed, this will be sleepwalking woman forced smile usually spread beyond the design studio.

ear, once again returning to the office of the parents came home a short stop the annoying chatters: This Li Chengying ah, it really is pathetic, you do not see this morning in the cafeteria? Not a word! Her husband a bowl of porridge ah poured up to ... ... well, you do not know she was with child, her grandmother, even ... ...

like all of a sudden, the sounds all around, and the overwhelming memory of the general mind coming, the weight of the moment as my brain to explode, like a strong sense of where I'm choking over his ears, But no use ... ... too much, too much useless information I can not exclude, that was the price, I have no reservation price in this world ... peep ...

So I throw the pen aside, lying on the table from coarse to surge.



Fortunately, fortunately, have a good boss, do not force us to do ... ...

close your eyes, and sort out a good two days of major events - the last kill of the broom star Liu Tian Wei, and found that somehow I dream ... ... Today saw the boundless strict boss, saw a pair of magic paintings, and then think of a name, sub-yang ... ... like last generation to know the child and evening sun ... ... ... ...

Suddenly, the pain was killing again feeling the impact of the brain! Enough is enough ... desire, this is the desire! Desire to see everything, know everything will make anyone mad desire! Not to mention sleepwalking! I will go crazy ... ...

enough, cool ... ...

So I was so blankly, his face pale, lying on the table, nothing to think about.

leaves them out of the window, under the rustling in the breeze blowing over the light dance, shaking his head nodding, until all of them finish out the afternoon ... ...

blink of an eye, but also to work as usual.



girl next door to several business, often something all right and ran down the sect, a beautiful vase to show off their face, and two new models the day the new packaging the new stuff, kicking up clouds of raffia and his ilk are mixed which join in the fun, Hey Oh Oh yo loud ... ...

Well ... desire to desire, strong desire.

look at our side, something is not the boss, everyone in the idle chat songs read novels, play games online, look just like Safari on a stocking ... ... hum ~ ~ but it also Yes, occasionally take a rest ... ...





I looked to her desk, in addition to deer, bear a lot of Christmas and halloween skull old man outside, filling up the whole mess of the whole novel - what Anne Baby ah, three Mao, ah, ah Kindaichi Nabokov, Freud and so on ... ah ...

Oh! Sigmund Freud ... ...

a move I can not help my heart,

mind last night, eyes open to see the thrilling moment of a flash, so I blink of an eye, three words blurted out: sleepwalking!

Plum

then put his hand on the novel, the knock on the fingers began to explain, years, opened his eyes look blank, and then got up from bed, slow monotone of their actions, lack of purpose. and some will move around in the room, topsy-turvy to mess dress, and then open the door, fetching water, cooking, sleeping and so on ... ... barriers to the ... ...







I '.

will break through the duty of the 'self' alert, enjoy venting freak, rogue! but after the power vent, to escape the 'superego' reflection punishment, and often hidden memories will refuse to admit it. - This is why, some sleepwalking patients woke up, everything would be all negative, know nothing about ... ...



up,



desire to love and be loved, there is power in the pursuit of fame and fortune, there is constant progress of curiosity. Some yearn for happiness, eager for the students, and some to avoid responsibility, to seek relief, choose death, which is not desire ... ...

ending, click, click ... ...



then holding grinning skull and crossbones that witch sister, suddenly look strangely at me, echoed up.



when I feel that all the people in engineering, definitely not a normal ... ... U

Flying Witch set of scan yet?



So, I archived artwork to print again, went to the office to fetch the document every two walls.





At this time, I heard those waves, very sad voice coming out from the soul, inner torment bubbling flow.

I'm so good pain pain ... ... ... ...

do not want to see him, do not want to go back ... ... her, ah, I give up I decided to do ... ... ... ...

the original, the surface of a woman laughing like a child, but has such a deep inner wound dripping! ! - A woman, ah, if you guys can be strong if a little bit more, how will ... ...

then the printer starts, Turned over with the artwork, I accidentally ran into her on the finger, feeling the cold could be so ... ...

give up the things that give it ... ... your life is your ... ...

when Li Chengying, the soul of the immense grief of the woman hidden hand suddenly jumped a bit like an electric shock and surprise, what to look at me.







Alas! Why it ... ... So I shook my head, turned and walked out of the office.

blink of an eye, into the evening at eight.

me a class, but also terrifying the lay on the bed, eyes closed, just about daze, prettily outside the dorm that the voice of Deception Suoming relentless ringing: ~ HEALTH ~ ~ ~



my sky ah ~ ~ man is a dead one is your whole ... ... U

So, I tried distraction eyes, unkempt, barefoot, to open the door, like sleepwalking,









Ten minutes later, we are out of the main door.



Oh it slightly under the night sky and crisp air, I suddenly felt so look a lot easier. The monster Xiaowan, but uncharacteristically quiet down, follow me side edges gently with a smile.



do not know too much during the day and want to, I started asking strange questions.

called, Yao Yao, singing Lo ~ ~ ~ I flew to sing. Then they said, Yao Yao, ah, come to dance! I immediately began to dance ... ...

Look, I can not help but laugh. Any child is happiness, and gestures can bring a surprise ... ...

enjoy the fly ... ...





countless stars blinked in the August night sky, suddenly echoed from far away suddenly near our voice.



Then, in a full-planted with large tracts of evening primrose and green vines of the amusement park, a heartless goblins ghost pulling a clumsy, began skating. Continue to glide like the wind, blowing ears, falls, laughter, and even time neglected to tell them, joy is fleeting happiness ... ...

Xiaowan holding a box of ice cream, dancing on the finish together.

oil ...





back to the dormitory, it is already more than eleven.

hodgepodge of bath wash and I got to twelve, and finally collapsed on the bed.

call - tired tired, bone tired and scattered like planes ... ...

close your eyes, remembers the beginning to today's bit by bit. - Cute smiling monster Xiaowan like, chill boss boundless wrinkles Yan, Hongmei strange Unconventional of laughter in the office ... ... and ... and next to the Li Chengying, looked at her hesitantly I am, that very sad eyes ... ...

groggy memories, I would sleep in the past.

though asleep, but the ears can still hear the subtle sounds trivial. The bulk of the master got up on the bed smoking, turned things Tazhuotuoxie walking outside was whispered about ... ... the phone, crying, couples arguing in the distance, threw things around hands-on, then off, the waves of suppressed crying the sound echoed in a bleak entire coed dorm space ... ... ... ... ooo, ooo ... hum hum

Oh ~ ~ why do ... ...

sleep about two or so, his stomach began to Gulu Lu sad is called up.

So, I like vampire eyes open, looking up and eat supper.

instant noodles instant noodles ~ ~ middle of the night, waiting for me ... the only instant noodles ...

empty first floor of the dining hall, the night wind's blowing the roof flapping loose in the big covered shed, bang bang black people cried and snapped the guard's indifference and injustice. Oh ~ ~ ~ I had no way, not the middle of the night ghost brother to listen to you cry drops ~ ~ ~

I'm so good pain pain ... ... ... ...

of a sudden, a burst of despair and sadness with endless sound coming from the wind, I am a hemp scalp, then hot water will be shaking hands a bit. - That voice! ! - This sounds like ... ...

daughter ah, I can not stand it ... I really, I really can not stand the ... ...

is her! Her! ! Where!? - I looked around, take the hand began to tremble bowl up, because the avalanche of trembling and despair, this close to the collapse of the piercing and pain, that I never, never heard of off! !

give up the things that give it ... my life is my ... ...

give up ... ...

Li Chengying! ! You in the end ... ... I suddenly looked up to - her! Li Chengying! !

At this point, she was wearing a pale pale pajamas, a loss of high standing in seven quarters on the roof, the night the wind howled her thin body of the scratch, scratch her messy dancing long hair, as if ready to be devoured her were in this endless night!

Do not! ! Do not! - I cry up in my mind, I do not mean that! !

daughter goodbye ... ... ...

the night sky, a white figure Beach Open, the spread of silent ... ...

I'm not mean ... ...

downstairs I was so Dai Li, Dai Li flashing green light in the dining side of the hot bucket, Dai Li in a large area to spread around, slowly flowing pool of blood in front of the repetition of the whispers one never too late to say.

I am not, did not mean ... ...

but useless, nothing more to say out. Li Chengying, this hesitantly looked at me, eyes very sad woman - she's dead! Died in front of me.

blood, the blood of sweet fishy thick on the ground, slowly submerged opening, another innocent life destroyed in their next to an end. This is the end, all people, all the dark wake of the end ... ...

then Plum voice in my head sounded again.

human desire is ... ...

some desire happiness, eager for the students, and some seek relief, chose death ... ... a step wrong, and that is one from the roof, and fell to the outcome of a small bean, click, click ... ...

- mung bean change! ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

... ...

her laugh so in my mind constantly circling, echoed this large bright red pool of blood red, echoed in the dark night sky, the howling wind that whine.

mung bean, red bean changes ... ...

... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ... ...

--- To be Continued

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